Living in the Good Life

Ever had something you wanted so bad but you know cannot have?
Ever know that you're going to get hurt and still blindly go forth?
Ever feel like taking a risk which will make or break your life?

I'm 19.
Too young to be called old.
If I had to screw my life I'd have to do it now.
I'm naive, childish, impulsive, irrational, weak.

I'm learning to be independant.
I'm learning to stop asking for permission.
I'm not living to fucking ask you to allow me.
I'm going to do what I want so take it or leave it.

I don't know about alot of things.
But I know I want to try out something new.

I want to leave my life here.
I want to break rules and screw schools.
I want to see new things with new people.
I want to be that badass bitch with a swagger.
I want to live a life which every one else forbids.

I will free myself.