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Sunday, May 17, 2009

Gear up, it's gonna be a hell of a journey!

charlotte says:
bi
SZELONG says:
yes
charlotte says:
miz u
SZELONG says:
i need u just like i need oygen
charlotte says:
then u'd be dead by now


Today we went to ttsh.
Eye opener sia.

There were awesome shops in there.
Sis and I bought new clothessss!
SHOPPING IS LUV.

Had Subway for lunch :D
Miz u lah foooooooo.
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Visited old gran.
Ok now I pity him like really much.
He just looks so scared going on and on abt him going to die of asthma. Complaining of the pain in his heart. Haven't got his chance to China. He couldn't lie down so he sits 24hours, sleeps sitting.

How sad is that?
I wanted to bend over and hug him. Tell him not to fear. Tell him he'll get well. But when you hate someone so long, these actions don't come easy.

Karma, when it comes for you it really never lets you go. I look at him and I see pain, suffering, unreleased anger, retribution.

He's 79 btw.


Now talk about myself.
I never felt like I ruled mine since I got back to school. And that's bcos I lost my way.

My goal is to commit fully to what I'm doing now. My goal is to perfect that one and only major in my life now. My goal is to kick out all the shithole problems. My goal is the find that very awesome feeling of achievement once again.

I will walk towards my goal.

I've sorted things out into little boxes. Neat, tidy, orderly. Now I'm gonna whack it one at a time. Nothing else stands in my way. I see clearly now. I have done it before and I will do it again.

I'm glad to say, my party is started!
Achievement. Like this, my HUHD poster :D
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